Although I have enjoyed Cannes, met wonderful people and saw some beautiful work, I have often, mostly when at parties, felt uneasy in Cannes. To be more specific, I have felt strangely out of place. Although I saw (and enjoyed the company of) many people I’ve known and appreciated for years, I still felt like a stranger at various moments. Cannes, by the way, is just a stark illustration: I have, at moments, felt out of place in my industry for quite some time now - and I’ve been wondering what the problem is. I think I’ve found it.
The problem arises when people start talking about the awards: who won what, and how many, how deserved or undeserved it was, how the Belgians are doing, how the Film shortlist was worthless but titanium great, and how can they reduce a brilliant longlist to only 23 Titaniums in a shortlist, or, like in a recent discussion at the CCB awards, what criteria the jury should be using, etc. At these moments - and I can’t help myself - I stare at my conversation partner like a guppie fish. I don’t know what he’s talking about, I don’t know who won what, and I don’t care.
Now, before I go on, let’s make something clear. This is NOT a traditional rant about awards being irrelevant. Read more





